While the boys enjoyed a freedom they had never known in Illinois—Eire calls his years in Bloomington his “Huck Finn years” and fondly remembers exploring the countryside with no fear of the political kidnappings or hassles he worried about at home—their mother tried unsuccessfully to leave Cuba. In late 1965, three years after she sent her children to an unknown fate in the United States, she finally got out after Castro announced his intention to no longer prevent Cubans from leaving the country.
What should have been a happy reunification was met with mixed emotions. The Eire boys were now independent teenagers. With just two days’ notice, they had to pack up their existence in Bloomington and move to Chicago, where they became their mother’s caretakers.
“She had no English, no job skills,” recalls Eire. (He never saw his father again.) When a physical disability kept his mother from finding work, the boys had to support the family instead. Eire’s brother dropped out of high school to work; Eire worked full-time, first as a dishwasher, then at a grocery store, while he attended school.
Despite the challenges of life in exile, Eire appreciates the skills he developed as a child who grew up too quickly. “I learned how to manage my own life. I had to find some kind of inner resources to help me cope,” he says. His early independence—and his experience under Castro’s regime—still resonates in his adult life. “I became self-reliant,” he says.
Eire is now a professor of history and religious studies at Yale. His memoir Waiting for Snow in Havana: Confessions of a Cuban Boy won a National Book Award in 2003. All of his books are banned in Cuba. Eire considers that—and the fact that he has been declared an enemy of the state there—as “the highest of all honors.”
“Most Pedro Panes have come to terms with their parents’ desperate choice,” writes Maria L. Ruiz Scaperlanda for Franciscan Media. Eire certainly has. Sometimes, he says, being separated from family is preferable to staying in a totalitarian regime.
“The overwhelming feeling I had which carried me through all the hard times was that life was so much better here without the Castro regime,” he says. “I didn't have anyone trying to steal my mind and my soul anymore.”
Today, children who lived through Operation Peter Pan have created a national charitable organization and can connect with one another through a network that has registered nearly 2,000 Pedro Panes.
“I was glad to go to the other side of the Cold War,” says Eire. Operation Peter Pan “was wonderful,” he says. “It allowed 14,000 kids to get out of hell.”